Tarnished
A vase was shattered yesterday,
Undone by just your touch.
A careless hand, a sharp command–
You waved me toward the glue.
I searched for bonds that wouldn’t split
Inside our wooden chest.
I pulled a tube, prospect for use
And gave the bond to you.
I gathered the glass within my palms,
Pricking my skin with blood.
You watched, standing, my aching landing;
I broke my hands for you.
I set it aside
And heard you sigh,
“I’ll get to it soon. Tonight.”
Months have passed,
And the glass stays broken.
You have split, unseen.
Yet I still wait
For the cracks to heal
Completely on their own.
The glass tarnishes,
And I with it.
Could I have
Saved us
With glue?
I sit with
The vase,
The quiet grace,
And feel her
Aching, too.
I want to fix
Her. I want
To heal.
But now,
I’m
Broken,
Too.